Sunday, May 21, 2006
Tickled Pink by secrets
Pop pop never had a job that required him to go on any trips, but in the event that he was going to a car show over night or doing some favor for my out of state dwelling brother, this was me. I found this image on postsecret & I was like "hey, me too!".. Except I'm not white. At any rate, my mama is comfortable. I'm kinda boney maroney (her words, not mine) and I tend to elbow/kick her in my sleep. But even when I come home nowadays I wake up with her in my bed. It's probably because my dad snores though. Anyway, I be missing my mama!
So, I'm going home on Wednesday. I decided yesterday on a whim but I've had enough of NYC and I'd rather be with family and friends. Plus, I'm avoiding the negative energy I may run into at the re. I'd rather spend the holiday with people that matter. Besides, I don't like being alone in new york. It's tolerable, but everything I do alone I think about how much more fun it would be if it was with him. Simple things like grocery shopping and long train rides. I'm over it. So, I'm going to Cincinnati & possibly Washington from there (long story)..if not, then I'll be back here in time for a study abroad and then he should be here. I'm always looking for an escapism from my loneliness, that's why i'm in nyc after all. Wow, I'm getting emo.
Anyway, my trip home is between me and my mother. We're gonna bust a Punk'd on my dad. Like, I'll hide in his closet and be like oops bow suprise! He'll enjoy that. Additionally, I may as well say HAY BOO cause my mom reads my blog now. However, I don't foresee that changing the way I write because I don't think she cares half as much as I think she does. I hid tattoo's and denis for years and when I finally told her all my secrets she was like yea, i know.
Whatever.
lauren alyse belle at 8:48 PM
