Wednesday, April 05, 2006
We went to a ball
The other day..
it was...gay.
i wish i blogged about it then cause i was all hyphy & shit
but now i'm a little less then excited because of the attitude (shade) me & the homie esila recieved on walk4mewednesday, the ball communities main web site.
the pictures are cool though
This is our house........... Elle.
although i was discussing how bothered i was by how everyone in this scene seems to want to anglocize everything. theres not 1 white person in any house or at any ball yet all the gay men take on these white persona's (anastacia beaverhausen & madonna for example) and the houses are named milan, manolo blahnik, etc.
whatever, i'm over it
today i got an unexpected $300. I'd turned in some reciepts for reimbursement and totally forgot about it. last night i prayed to the ancestors for some $ to fall into my hands and it happened. i was actually being facetious and said to myself GET A JOB HOE but shit....god works in mysterious ways.
after i cashed my check i went to my local bootleg lady and spent $15 on the latest dancehall mix tapes. upon seeing me she says "you look like the soulful type...you like r&b?" and i said "uh..no.. actually i'm looking for either dancehall or some crunk shit" then some how that led to her trying to sell me reggaeton. thats offensive to me. i hate that shit. & again she hit me with the "oh i thought you was spanish". i should start counting how many times i get this.. I need a fucking tan like yesterday.
austria in 8 days.. still don't know a word of german. oddly enough my father speaks it. i wasn't privy with this fact until i shared my desire to atleast know the basics and he starts telling me this & that. how could he have not told me this before? i didn't get it. he said he took it in college because at the time all the chem majors did & he's a volkswagen geek.
this blog is sloppy.
im tired but i wanted to write.
i decided to write my short story.
lauren alyse belle at 9:02 PM