Saturday, April 29, 2006
I don't even want to know
when the tanya morgan album release party was.because then i may actually feel bad, but i believe it was the 14th or something. let me just be frank, it marked the first time in a long time i'd been out socially and also, the last time i have in a while. i just haven't had any motivation. i was a homebody prior to coming up here & now that I've been here a while, I think i've seen it all. Well, in the bjork sort of way. no i haven't seen the great wall, or even the statue of liberty, staten island, queens, the bronx, etc. I'm just over new york. I'm beating horses that've been dead for months, but eh.
hipsters are annoying... yet those are the only parties i'd be trying to moosy my way into, aside from ok related events or those occasional dyke or promise related things. i'd rather play susie homemaker (c) simone, waiting. whats the point? it's not like i feel bad, i thoroughly enjoy movie,crocheting & cleaning nights. besides, i'd just get myself into trouble. additionally, it doesnt help that going out cost a grip. i can drink at home.. enough of those $50 tab nights that weren't even fun.
and it really doesnt help that nobody else seems to be doing shit. it's not like i'm turning invitations down necessarily. when i do get the inkling to go out there simply doesnt seem to be much going on.
oh well. why i even feel compelled to justify my lonerism's to a blog is beyond me.
i'm going to walmart tomorrow and i have a feeling it'll make me happier than i've been in quite some time.
i really like noni's new song, brother. i wonder how she's doing.
hmm..looking at this blog itself i really wonder how it became so overwhelmingly girly. i dont think its really an accurate depiction of my personality. i mean, i do have a special affinity to poodles, my grandmother bred them & I can remember having 5 in my life time before we got roxie, who's 10 now. but my poodles were never cute and white..and pink? wtf. i don't even own anything pink. i need to goth this shit out. maybe not. my secrets out, i'm a 12 year old white girl at heart.
lauren alyse belle at 9:33 PM