Sunday, January 16, 2005
i love this blog shit
why didn't i start earlier?i remember back in the day i had a journal. and then me and jordan had notebooks that were essentially journals that we exchanged to eachother.
i said something offensive but i didnt realize it until today.
theres a girl named damilola i know who has a jeri curl. i was at a basketball game on friday and someone mentioned her..the girl in front of me chimed into the conversation..
i said "yo why she still rockin that s curl"
the girl in front said "thats cold, why you gettin on lola like that?"
and i said "yo..shes african, i know someone in her family can braid her shit or something. you know africans can braid the shit out of hair."
the girl in front of me was like "you act like every african in america is a hair stylist."
and i said "they might not be,but they got a cousin who is"
sorry.
i didnt remember until today that the girl in front of me is ameeba and she's african. i totally forgot she was african, i may have struck a cord with her.
so.
to all my africans out there i love you.
you can braid my hair any time.
hi denis,hi amal :)
ill fry some chicken to the stereotypes
lola was always weird though. her sister goes to harvard and she was in essence magazine for being a super smart black girl. neither of them have ever been extremely friendly though.
in other news i feel bad for always dodging ryan. but i dont feel like being bothered. he always wants to come over so i can upload his music to his myspace page. what do i look like? i know hes too computer illiterate to figure it out, buthim coming over means i'd have to entertain him and talk to him for atleast 2-3 hours. lord knows when im at home i dont want company,aside from jordan who's essentially the 4th member of the doggett household. it would be better if he'd just drop the cd off. SPEAK OF THE DEVIL, he just messaged me. he's like my real life Isa..just coming out of no where like "wassup ma".
there is a guy..lets just call him x for the sake of this. he is a nice guy,but he lacks the UMPH that other guys im attracted to have. theres nothing exciting about him and he's very predictable. i dont like that. he reminds me of my dad, i bet if he was a little dumber he'd vote for bush. theres no harm in maintaining a friendship, but lately he's been pushing up on me and flirting a little more heavily than necessary. i want to tell him to dye his beard or listen to kittie and then i'll be interested. i hate to admit that, but i need something alternative to spark me. god hes so boring and perfect. he makes me feel crazy and shit.
god im done talking about that.
amal wants to start a collective blog with the gang of e-haters. i think we should call it unitedhatersofbeneton.blogspot.com hehe
i need to decide upon a tattoo by friday
23 days until my earthday
paz.
lauren alyse belle at 7:28 PM