Friday, March 31, 2006

diamonds on my neck

di-diamonds on my grill

my grill is getting a little loose. i should get them tightened before i accidentally swallow them...which almost happened today.

the entries in this blog as sooo far apart but i think i'm really going to make more of an effort to write in it more often. i am very introspective and perhaps getting it out would do the body good.

me & buttface are happy again. its amazing how we have ups and downs and break up too make up. i havent even seen him in 8 months. god. june couldnt come any sooner & thank god this time its permanent. today i finally forced him to consider me moving to congo. he's apprehensive about it and thinks i'll resent him if i dont like it. i may or may not but it cant be any worse than anything else. the way i see it moving to ny was risky and scary and not what i expected and im not really happy here.. perhaps the 3rd world is for me. as long as i can tan and paint and write and be fruitful i'm good. we'll see.

i hung with ko & anthony tonight and the party was less than fun. i drunk but didnt get drunk which perhaps was ok because sober is cool. but now i dont have any crazy stories or anything. in fact me and anthony spent a lot of time arguing about rather or not a certain friend is butch (shes not even a lesbian)

yea.

lauren alyse belle at 11:00 PM

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